No Navy for me.
Marijuana it is.
I hardly EVER post on here. //facebook usually has my full attention. smh.
But, I need to write about this because I’m super nervous.
I’m joining the Navy. Active Duty…so I will be stationed somewhere after my Recruit Training and Rating School is finished for a total of four years.
The only people I’ve told are my three closest friends, my cousin, and my mother..I just didn’t want to be exclusive with it until it is..exclusive.
The reason I say that is because I’m nervous about MEPS..Military Entrance Processing Station..
I’m meeting with my recruiter in about an hour and a half, he will drive me over to the hotel that I will stay at tonight and then tomorrow morning my day of the ASVAB and MEPS begins.
I’m nervous because well..I just like to worry about random shit. lol…I mean it isn’t completely invalid…so to spare you my life story, I do have a history that would make the biggest of dogs stick his tail underneath his legs.
I’ve turned things around for myself…30 lbs lighter. Job. School.
So, I do actually want to be in the military…the Navy to be exact. Before, when I showed interest in joining it was out of fear…I wanted to get away and just be impulsive…
But this time it is an actual desire of mine..after months of contemplating and going back and forth on my decision, this is something I want. this is something I will get..God willing.
Anyway, if anyone is read this…shoot a prayer to the man upstairs to calm my nerves! I get so anxious with things like this.
I’m not sure exactly what to expect only what I’ve been told by my bestfriend in the Army and my cousin who leaves for his basic in 15 days for the Marine Corp. And also the plethora of youtube videos I’ve watched //chuckles.
I know God has my back and regardless of what happens I know that my civilian life is not in shambles and is actually off to a good start. But. I want to be in the United States’ Navy. I will be a sailor.
I’m sure I’ll post on here again. pending the results. I wont know if I got in for sure, for sure until the end of this month. (worrying about the small things).
But I do get to pick a job tomorrow. after my ASVAB results. (: